There is a difference between giving up and knowing when you have had enough.

You always made me smile. No matter how sad I was, you always gave me my smile back - you said how beautiful I am. You always believe in me - you respected my dreams and we had also dreams together. I thought every second of you, I hoped you think of me at this moment. Every SMS of you made my heart beats faster. When I saw you my heart begans to pound. All this long nights made me feel so happy. I'm sorry I mistook all our laughs, long nights togehter, sweet text messages and inside jokes as you caring. 

This feeling what you gave to me... this feeling will no one give me again. Thank you. And one day I will tell you everything I felt and all my gratefulness.Someday. And than I will kiss you. I promise you.

I'm a little bit scared that you'll be the boy I still remember after a long time.