Jeder hat sein Päckchen zu knuspern

  

 i need someone who won't give up on me no matter howhard i try to push them away. '' a person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes. while everyone else believes in the smile on your face. it's hard hard not to stare the way you moving your body like you never had a love  i just always do the wrong things  it's better to let someone walk away from you than all over you. you said: you'll never leaving me, but you did. siehst du dasselbe was ich seh, wenn du deine augen aufmachst? siehst du dasselbe was ich seh, wenn du deine augen schliesst? mein Leben ist ein albtraummein Leben ist ein albtraum. wer weckt mich auf?trying to keep the lights from going out. and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart. they always say a heart is not a home without the one who gets you through the storm.                                  it hurts.

You dont know me at all.

remember when we used to talk everyday? weißt du, wir haben jeden tag ewig geschrieben, uns alles erzählt, viel gelach und uns auch oft gesehen. und jetzt, jetzt ist das alles vorbei.sorry i forgot, you don't need me anymore. you go home and you cry and you want to die. pain makes you stronger, tears makes you braver. heartbreak makes you wiser. so thank the past for a better future. '' true friendship isn't being inseparable it's being separated and nothing changes '' alone in this world of hate

  

when you're broken you have to stand up again and try to pick all the little pieces together - again & again. '' i have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night '' galileo galilei. if two people are meant to be together. eventually they'll find their way back - chuck bass. i used to think of you as somebody that would never, ever hurt. we go days without having a meaningful conversation, and i used to miss you so much when that happened but it never seemed like you missed me. and i guess because of ti, i stopped missing you. i hate being alone with my thoughts. maybe i had lied when i said i was ok.           

 

A pretty face doesnt need a pretty heart

you can't change what's done, you can't go back in time, you can't try to change the hurt feelings or mend the broken hearts, all you can do is learn from your mistakes, and hope you will never regret anything as much as you do now. i remember every word you told me. i can't stop thinking about it.i don't wanna love no more, spare me. you can have my heart it's only dead beat. i'm sick of the love songs and the bullshit. even if it hurts, even if you make me cry, i need you. even if it hurts, even if you make me cry, i need you. fuck an apology i'm not sorry for anything. nothing sucks more than feeling alone, no matter how many people all arround.

 

  instead of telling you how i feel, i sit on the laptop and post notes & pictures about it.

you know what i hate? waiting. waiting sucks, i hate waiting for anything. waiting for a TV show, waiting for a text back, waiting for the bus to come, waiting for school to end, waiting for the bagel to come out of the toaster, waiting for anything. but the worst thing to wait for is you. i hate waiting for you to talk to me. i hate waiting for you to tell me your true feelings. i hate waiting, but i do it for you. because you're worth it. maybe you don't need the whole world to love you, you know, maybe you just need one person.    

. ."LIVE" - "EVIL". HAT NE BEDEUTUNG, ICH SCHWÖRS EUCH :D

people are lonely, because they build walls instead of bridges.

forget what hurt you in the past. but never forget what it taught you.

have you ever wanted to meet yourself and see yourself from someone elses point of view? - always

manchmal macht einem das leben eben einen strich durch die rechnung. und die realität haut der hoff-
nung eine aufs maul. und zwar gewaltig! kommt etwas unerwartetes, muss man einfach den "plan" den
man hatte ändern, dann kann man alles schaffen. hört sich total wahr & ernst an, i know :D

Verzeihung.

  

manchmal muss man einen menschen der einem wichtig ist loslassen damit er glücklich sein kann. auch wenn es einem selbst wehtut.

'' get ovr her. shes not even worth it. she is not worth your time or your tears. yeah, you loved her. i know that. and i know you just can't see yourself without anyone other, than her. i get that. i've been there. but why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes and wondering where she is and who she is with. do you honestly think she is thinking about you? no. sure it hurts, the fact that she is out there falling in and out of love with other boys.yeah your gonna see her with one of his new boyfriends. prepare yourself, cause straight up: it's gonna hurt. she will hold her a little closer and squeeze his hand a little tighter just because she know your watching. she knows it's killing you, that's why she will do it. ''                  i haven't told you anything - i haven't told you anything

   

you're just a girl you don't understand.. i hate hearing something that absolutely kills you inside and having to act like you don't care. i need you to need me back you know? i'm not important to you anymore, right? it's a risk to love. what if it doesn't work out? ah but what if it does

 

Einmal in dieser Stadt Schlampe schreien und es drehen sich gleich 20 Mädels um :)

Im Leben gibt es so etwas wie eine Vielleicht-Zielline nicht. Es gibt auch keineBeihnahe-Ziellinie. Es gibt nur eine Ziellinie. & diese sollte man versuchen zu erreichen. Egal was kommt.

I'm fine. Not.

 "Ich glaube daran dass alles was passiert seinen Grund hat, dass manche Menschen sich  verändern, damit du lernst jemanden gehen zu lassen, dass dinge falsch laufen, so dass du  die Richtigen zu schätzen weißt. Dass du den Lügen glaubst um daraus zu schließen, dass   du nicht   jedem Vertrauen kannst. Und manchmal gute Dinge einfach vorbei gehen müssen, damit Bessere folgen können."  - Marilyn Monroe  sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind   yourself of who you are and who you wanted to be. 'is that all killing   you you like it's killing  me? if it's worth the risk, then take the fall.''

i want love right now, a kiss, a cuddle, a butterfly in my stomach, or maybe thousands, i want love, i  want a hand to hold, i want  a bed to sleep in, i want a back to rub, i want strands of hair to play  with. i want a camera to take photos with. i want a chair so you can sit on my lap. i  want a t.v. so we can watch scary movies and cuddle, i want a wardrobe so than i can  dress you up in my               clothes, i want a doona we can be  warm. i want teeth so i can bite your lip, i want eyes, so i can  stare into yours, i want a cellphone, so i can text you when  you're right text to me  saying i love you, i want a mouth so we can laugh at silly and stupid    things, i want a floor so you can push me off the bed, i want your nose, so i can kiss it. - i   want you.    if your life ended right now, could you honestly say that  you lived in the way you wanted? life is a bitch.  death is her sister. sleep is a cousin what a fucking family.        

 if someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll be there. so don't bother saving a spot for someone who won't make an effort.- because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me or?  it is in these moments of tender and ridiculous nostalgia that i know something inside me is   still broken.when you're dreaming with a broken hear the waking up is the hardest part. '' i'm sorry i constantly want to talk to you.i'm sorry when you take long to reply, i get sad. i'm sorry if i say things that might piss you you off. i'm sorry if i come off as annoying. i'm sorry if you don't wanna talk to me as much as i wanna talk to you. i'm sorry if i think about you too much and too often. i'm sorry if i tell you about my pointless drama when you don't really care. i'm sorry if i come off as being clingly, but it's just me missing you. {{being replaced is the absolute worst feeling in the world. one moment you think you mean the world to someone, and then before you know it, you're all alone.so i try to find the the words that i could say. i know the distance doesn't matter, but you feel so far away it hurts but i never show the pain you'll never know.

   

Kopfweh .__.

just a jerk.

                                      

   

i'm gonna need you more than you need me

   

save your heart for someone who cares. '' did you know that when someone appears in your dreams, it's because person misses you '' - psychological fact. 

     

die worte eines menschen bedeuten nichts, wenn du an seinen taten nicht erkennen kannst, dass er es ernst meint. lives, life dies. life laughs, life cries. life gives up, life tries. but life looks different through everyones eyes, ♣ this is your life do what you love, and do it often. if you don't like something, change it. if you don't like your job, quit. if you don't have enough time, stop watching tv. if you are looking for the love of your life, stop. they will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love. stop over analyzing, all emotions are beautiful when you eat appreciate. life is simple. every last bite. open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences. ask the next person you see what their passion is and share your inspiring dream with them. travel often, getting lost will some opportunities only come ones, seize them. life is about the people you meet, and the things you you create with them so go out and start creating. life is short. life your dream, and wear your passion. 

  
 i spent my entire childhood wishing i was older, now i'm old and this shit sucks. '' so keep your head high, keep your chin up, and  most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about '' - marilyn monroe.