tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72012789426431158472024-02-19T06:25:51.470+01:00Dreams are my reality...Nothing else, than just my feelings. Depressed ? Earphones in, Volume on, ignore the world.Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.comBlogger155125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-82365816688656615122012-09-30T16:46:00.003+02:002012-09-30T16:48:54.352+02:00so sick of lovesongs.<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "dancing script", serif; font-size: x-large;">The</span> truth is<span style="font-family: "courier new", courier, "andale mono", monospace;"> that i'm fuckin</span>' not<span style="text-decoration: underline;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b> okey.</b></span></span> </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I've been trying tell you something but you never understand I feel like <br />we've been going around in circles You look at me like I've become a</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">stranger on the street A skeleton that's hiding in your closet<br />I see you next to me but still you feel so far away Where did we go wrong?<br />I guess this is a part where you look at me and say goodbye.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Es tut mir leid. Es tut mir leid dass ich existiere. Es tut mir leid dass du mich jeden Tag ertragen musst. Es tut mir leid dass ich so bin wie ich bin und ich es dir nicht recht machen kann. Es tut mir leid dass ich nicht wie alle anderen bin. Es tut mir leid dass ich alles kaputt mache. Es tut mir leid dass ich so hässlich bin. Es tut mir leid dass ich so fett bin es tut mir leid dass ich lebe. Wenn ich könnte würde ich noch mehr Kraft aufbringen, noch mehr Kraft aufbringen um für alle anderen da zu sein. Doch ich kann nicht mehr geben als ich habe. Es tut mir weh zu wissen dass ich für niemanden richtig da sein kann, niemanden helfen kann. Dass ich nur egoistisch bin und an mich selber denke. Jeden Tag geht es mir wieder schlechter, immer schlechter und schlechter. Es wundert mich selber dass ich das überhaupt noch überlebe, jeden verdammten einzelnen Tag überlebe. Ich weiß nicht ob ich das alles überhaupt noch möchte. Es hat einfach alles keinen Sinn mehr. Jeden Tag wird mir gezeigt wie wertlos ich bin. Ich trage anscheinend nur einen Wert mit mir her rum wenn man was von mir möchte, sonst interessiert es keinen was ich mache und vor allem wie es mir geht. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Ich frage mich ob das alles besser werden kann, meine Hoffnungen werden wieder jeden Tag von mir erstickt. Dieser schmerz wird immer tiefer und tiefer. Es gibt nichts was mich im Moment retten kann. Wo ist das Licht, das Licht das mich zu meinem ziel führt. Ich kann es nicht sehen. Meine Augen sind voller tränen. Tränen der Verzweiflung, tränen der Trauer Tränen der Wut tränen des Selbsthasses. Und keiner ist da der mich versteht, der mich verstehen will. Keiner, keinem bin ich wichtig.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Diese</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Gedanken</span>, Vorurteilungen</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">und Beleidigungen</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">hängen</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">immer noch</span></span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">so sehr</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">an</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">mir. Es ist nicht abwaschbar</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">, ich</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">kann es nicht weg ziehen</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">und es vergessen es</span></span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">klebt und s</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">itzt einfach zu</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> tief, zu fest.</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Es ist ein</span></span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> Teil</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">von mir. Jeden Tag</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">frage ich mich, wann nimmt das ein Ende. Wann</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">bin ich <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">wieder</span></span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> ich selbst, wann höre</span> ich auf mich </span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">so zu</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">verstecken, zu verbiegen.</span></span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Wann</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">kann ich leben. </span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Wann</span> bin ich glücklich</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">.</span></span></span></div>
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Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-43432720765410255382012-08-14T19:38:00.004+02:002012-08-14T19:39:58.739+02:00unser "fürimmer" war zu kurz. ich liebe dich.<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 20.909090042114258px; text-align: center;">I'm Fine.I'm Fine.I'm Fuckin' Fine!</span>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">We're <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">just a falling</span> star, </span><br style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">we're <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">just a broken</span> seed.</span><br style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">And when<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> an</span></span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> ocean parts</span>, </span><br style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">will <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">you wanna sink</span> our <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">dreams?</span></span><br style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;">I <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">don't know</span> what we are </span><br style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">or what </span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">we'</span>ll ever</span> be, </span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 16.363636016845703px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">so <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">listen when you</span> feel <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">your<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> heart</span></span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> skip</span> a beat.</span></span>
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<span style="background-color: white; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="color: black; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Und<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> im </span></span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Bruchteil</span></span> einer Sekunde habe</span> ich mein Leben wieder einmal völlig <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">verändert,<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">zerstört, weggeschmissen,</span></span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> zertrümmert. Ich hatte so</span> viele ziele, habe so vieles geschafft,<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">erreicht. Ich habe</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> mich geändert, verändert, habe gekämpft</span> und gelitten,<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">dass ich endlich so dastehe</span></span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">wie es mir vor ein paar</span> Wochen auch gelungen <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">ist. Ich war stark, ich habe mich</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">geöffnet, ich hatte Spaß</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">am leben doch an einem</span> Tag</span> hat sich <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">wieder alles verändert, geändert ohne</span> Grund. Der Teufelskreis hat wieder seinen Lauf genommen. <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Ich habe meinen</span> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Halt <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">verloren, meinen</span> Mut,</span></span> meine <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Hoffnung. Mit einem schritt mit</span> einem<i> </i><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><i>schnitt</i> ist<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> alles kaputt gegangen</span></span> was ich mir aufgebaut habe. <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Ich spüre wieder diese </span></span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">kälte </span></span>die sich ganz leicht und sanft</span> meinen Rücken hinunter<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> schleicht <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">und ganz langsam <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">meine </span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: black; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Seele</span> angreift.</span> Ich spüre diese leere <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">die </span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">mich von innen</span> zerreißt.<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> Ich spüre</span></span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> diesen Druck, diesen</span> Druck wieder perfekt sein für <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">alles und jedem.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"><br /><br />Es ist so kalt, nicht nur draußen sondern tief in meinem Herzen, liebe? Was ist das? Liebe spüre ich schon lange nicht mehr. Dieser Hass der meinen Körper umfasst wird jedenTag immer mehr und mehr, untragbar, unantastbar, ungreifbar, unwahr, nicht nah genug um es zu halten, zu greifen. Nur einmal, wenigstens für ein paar Minuten möchte ich diese wärme wieder spüren, diese liebe, die bei jedem telefonat einen umfasst, dieses glücklich sein das einen immer ein Lächeln ins Gesicht zaubert, einfach diesen zauber, spüren. Doch es ist ein langer weg, in dieser Zeit muss ich mich er wieder selbst finden, ich bin irgendwo versteckt, meine Seele ist irgendwo hinter irgendetwas versteckt.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace;"> Ein Rätsel das für mich lange ungelöst sein wird. Ich habe keine Kraft dazu, ich falleimmer wieder zu tief bei jedem Versuch, bei jedem Versuch mich selbst zu finden setze ich weiter einen schnitt in meinem Herzen, tiefer, schmerzhafter,immer weiter und weiter. Kennst du das Gefühl wenn du dich leer fühlst, dich nicht mehr selber spürst, bei jedem streicheln über deine arme, über deine haut nur einen kalten unlebendigen Körper mit vielen narben spürst? Kennst du das Gefühl wenn du nicht mehr weißt wer du selber bist, was du tust, dich von einem Moment zum anderen Moment veränderst, etwas böses in dir heranwächst und du einfach nur tust was deine innere raue ,böse stimme zu dir sagt? Es ist schrecklich. Schrecklich zu wissen nicht mehr alles rückgängig machen zu können. Kein ein Ende setzen zu können ohne dass man jemanden weh tut. </span></div>
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<br />Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-41446438344475847372012-06-21T19:31:00.004+02:002012-06-21T19:31:53.289+02:00mal wieder am bloggen.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><em style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="font-family: tahoma, geneva, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"> ...wieder halten mich Tränen wach, Papa ist nicht stolz auf mich, doch ich wollt das nicht, verzeih mir Mama! </span></em><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><em style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="font-family: tahoma, geneva, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: left;">Seit ich geboren bin bereit ich nur Probleme und selbst wenn ich gehe weiß ich, dass ich keinem von euch fehle - eine Träne läuft über meine Wange bis zum Kinn, nein, ihr habt noch nie verstanden, was ich bin! </span></em><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;" /><em style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="font-family: tahoma, geneva, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: left;">Mein Handeln war so blind, denn ich denk nur mit dem Herz, hatte keine gute Zeit, es tut mir Leid, ich ertränke diesen Schmerz, Alkohol war nie mein Freund, er hat mich zu Fall gebracht, mich beinah so oft kalt gemacht, durch ihn fühl ich mich alt und schwach!</span></em></span></div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-36686011641351936572012-05-24T18:44:00.001+02:002012-05-24T18:44:25.801+02:00i`ve been wrong, i`ve been down<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="line-height: 16px;">Die</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">tränen </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">wollen</span> einfach <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">nicht</span></span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> aufhören, </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">mit meinen vielen</span> tränen</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">könnte ich schon viele</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Blumen gießen </span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">und</span> Blumen</span></span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> zum</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">wachsen</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">bringen , mit meiner</span> kraft.doch</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">was</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">bringt es <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">mir wenn<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">meine kraft mir</span> aus</span> den</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">Augen</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">entringt, ich bin</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">kraftlos, ich verliere</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">alles aus den</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">Augen was ich liebe,</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">was mich hält was mich stützt.</span> alles</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">zerfällt in Scherben,</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">mein Leben <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">nach diesem Ereignis</span></span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> liegt mal</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">wieder in einem</span> Haufen</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">voller</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Scherben, <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">voller elend</span> und<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> leid </span></span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">und das</span></span> nur<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">wegen <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">einen Moment,</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">wegen</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">einen Moment <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">der fast</span> ein</span></span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> Leben eines</span> Menschen</span><span style="line-height: 16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> auf dem Gewissen</span><span style="line-height: 16px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 16px;">hatte.</span></span></span>
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<span style="background-color: white; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="line-height: 17px;"> Ich</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> kann einfach nicht<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> in</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> Worte<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> fassen was ich</span> gerade</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> fühle, was sich mal </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">wieder in mir</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> abspielt,</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> ich </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">habe so</span> sehr angst</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> dass ich wieder die Kontrolle verliere, über mich<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">,</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> über alles.</span> Ich versuche</span> irgendwie</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> meine Gedanken, hier mit einem</span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> Text zu </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">verarbeiten,<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">aber</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> es gelingt </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">mir</span> nicht</span> wirklich</span><span style="line-height: 17px;">. Diese</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> tränen unterdrücken</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> gerade einfach so</span> viel das</span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> sich wieder diese Mauer in mir schließt. </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Keiner kommt an</span> mich</span> heran</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px;">,</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">nicht mal ich selbst</span> komm</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> an mich heran um</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> meine</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Gefühle</span> preiszugeben.</span>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Ich sitze<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> gerade vor meinem fenster</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> und schau hinaus,</span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> hoch in den Himmel, ich</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">warte bis<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> sich der erste</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> Stern</span> mir zeigt,</span> doch selbst <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">das</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> ich gerade</span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> aussichtslos. </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Ich will<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">einfach nur ein Zeichen,</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> einen </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Wegweiser, ein Zeichen<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> wohin ich soll, wohin</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> ich gehen muss um </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">nicht</span> wieder in einem <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Labyrinth der Gefühle</span> anzukommen,</span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> den ich</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">überstehe das nicht noch<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> einmal, </span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">überall</span> hinzuschauen,</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">überall ist ein weg,</span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> egal</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> wohin du gehst,</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> es ist der falsche</span> weg und alles</span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> wird noch schlimmer, man</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> verläuft sich immer</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">mehr</span> und mehr </span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">und</span><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> am</span> Ende</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> sucht man</span> nicht einmal</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> mehr den </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">weg <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">dort raus,<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">sondern man</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> sucht</span> nur sich selbst</span><span style="line-height: 17px;">,</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"> doch dann ist <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">schon alles</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px;"> verloren.</span></span>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: georgia, 'times new roman', times, palatino, serif; font-size: x-small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Alles getan, damit du atmen kannst, damit du leben kannst, damit du glücklich bist. Hab mich vergessen. Alles getan, damit du lachst, damit du wieder klar denken kannst, damit du wieder einen Sinn in dem siehst was du tust. Hab mein Leben weggeschmissen. Alles getan, damit du meine Freude kriegst, mein Glück empfindest und meine Empfindungen teilst. Hab mich selber aufgefressen.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: georgia, 'times new roman', times, palatino, serif; font-size: x-small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ich habe keine Kraft mehr um euch meine zu geben. Ich werde es lassen, auch wenn ihr dann alle geht. Einseitige zwischenmenschliche Beziehungen haben mich zu dem Monster gemacht, was ich in mir fühle. Da ist einfach keine Reserve mehr.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: georgia, 'times new roman', times, palatino, serif; font-size: x-small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ich halte dich fest. Du bist das Glück, das mich meine Liebe wiederempfinden lässt. Du tust mir so gut. Ich liebe dich. Du wirst immer schöner. Du bist alles was mich zum Lächeln bringt und mir einen Ansporn für mein Leben gibt. Ich liebe es, dass wir beide so realistisch sind und du mich so sehr liebst. Du bist es, was ich will. Ich hab so lange auf dich gewartet, auf dich, der mit mir klein, gemein ist und mich im nächsten Moment mit Liebe überhäuft.</span></div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-16801406472761350832012-04-29T20:42:00.002+02:002012-04-29T20:42:53.156+02:00heavy rain of blood<br />
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<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">Ich will nicht jemanden der </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">mir</span> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">jeden Tag sagt <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">das</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> ich alles</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> schaffen</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">kann, ich will</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">nicht jemanden <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">der </span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">mir sagt du</span> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">bist stark genug</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">,</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> ich</span> weiß das. Ich will nicht</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> jemanden</span><span style="line-height: 17px; line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">der mir </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">sagt ich glaube</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> an <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">dich und deine stärke.</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> Ich will</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> nicht jemanden</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> der</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> mir jedes</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> Mal<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> sagt, </span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">ich</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> bin immer</span> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">für dich</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> da. Ich</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">will nicht jemanden der meint</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> jeden</span><span style="line-height: 17px; line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">Tag acht auf mich zu haben,</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> mich zu</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">beobachten. </span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ich</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> will</span> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">niemanden der</span> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">auf</span></span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> mich</span>die ganze Zeit</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> aufpasst.</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> Ich will nicht</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> irgendeinen</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> Menschen. Ich</span> will <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">einfach</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">nur jemanden der <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">mir zeigt das ich geliebt </span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">werde, das ich nicht</span> wertlos bin,</span> und</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">jemanden</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> der mich einfach </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">nur</span> in den Arm nimmt, <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">sagt</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> ich verstehe</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">dich </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">und mir meine</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">tränen</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> wegwischt.</span></span></span>
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<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;">Doch </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">so <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">jemanden </span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">gibt es nicht</span> für mich,</span> heute nicht</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> und morgen vielleicht auch</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">nicht.</span> Niemand<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> sieht diese tränen</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> in meinem</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> Gesicht</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">,</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> die spuren</span> die mein</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> Hass</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">hinterlassen hat, </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">jeder sieht</span> die</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> heile Welt die</span> sich</span> angeblich in meinen</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> Augen</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> spiegelt. Niemand </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">will</span> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">für mich</span> da sein<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">, jeder verlässt</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> mich.</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> Und dann soll ich </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">noch stark </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">genug</span> sein</span> um die<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> Probleme von</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">anderen zu tragen.</span> Ich fühle mich</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> einfach nur leer. </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Allein gelassen.</span> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Jedes Verspechen</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">mir gegenüber</span> wurde</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> gebrochen.</span></span></span>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;">Und </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">wieder einmal</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> fange ich</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> an zu zittern</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">,</span> am ganzen</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> Körper. Meine</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> Hände</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> werden</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">eiskalt </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">und das <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">einzige</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> was sich</span></span> bewegt</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> sind die Tränen in</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> meinem Augen, die ganz</span> leise</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> und sanft herunterfallen.</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Dieses Lied berührt<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> mich s</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">o sehr</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">, ich höre</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> nur noch </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">diese eine <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Melodie im</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> Hintergrund.</span> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Die ganze Zeit. Doch</span> nur ein </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Blick</span> auf diese Bild, auf dieses</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bild mit dir und mir</span>,</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> und meine ganze </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">aufgebaute mauer bricht wieder</span> zusammen</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;">, in</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> tausende kleine Scherben.</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> Scherben </span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">mit denen</span> ich mir</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">selber</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">meine Hände</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> aufschneide.</span></span></span>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ich würde am<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> liebsten schreien</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">, so laut<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> schreien</span></span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> wie es nur geht. Aber i</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;">ch</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">traue mich nicht,</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> lieber soll es mich <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">von innen</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> zerfressen </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">als das alle <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">anderen wieder</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">Bescheid wissen</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> und<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> ich mit</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> s</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">chrägen</span> blicken</span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> angeschaut</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> werde</span>.</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;"> Ich </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">bin auch nur </span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">ein Mensch.</span> Ein zerbrechlicher M</span><span style="line-height: 17px; text-align: center;">ensch. Jeder Mensch ist zerbrechlich, andere</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">mehr und andere weniger,</span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;"> <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">doch trotzdem </span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">wird</span> man jedes</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"> Mal <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">missachtet</span></span><span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">,</span></span><span style="line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;">bei jedem <span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Blick auf die arme. und dann auch noch diese dünne figur. als würde er sich den finger in den hals stecken? und was wenn ich es tue. seid jahren. und ich einfach im glauben lasse das es nicht wahr ist.</span></span></span></div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-48445043034500705812012-04-23T12:30:00.002+02:002012-04-23T12:30:57.433+02:00no happy ending<br />
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</div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-65540200876529854462012-04-14T12:33:00.000+02:002012-04-14T12:33:25.260+02:00you want to go to the seaside ?<img alt="5730819270441647198.gif" height="280" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5730819270441647198.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="501" /><img alt="5730819320829709726.jpg" height="686" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5730819320829709726.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /><img alt="5730819903194380500.jpg" height="363" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5730819903194380500.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /><br />
<span style="background-color: #fffbf7; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px;">Was gibt es schon zu sagen? Der Schmerz hat uns zerstört.</span><img alt="5724548937625868336.jpg" height="312" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5724548937625868336.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="499" /><br />
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border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="497" /></a></div><div style="background-color: #fffbf7; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="color: black; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Jede Entscheidung, bindet einen. Ich kann es nicht. Garnichtsmehr. Mein Kopf ist leer. Ich wünschte ich wäre wieder stumm u</span>nd betäubt und gefühlslos. Aua.</div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-38655103875076670782012-03-23T21:49:00.000+01:002012-03-23T21:49:50.177+01:00gut nacht. gutn morgen.<div class="rte moduleContent" style="background-color: #fffbf7; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 15px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative;"><div style="margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="5709836055149719888.png" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5709836055149719888.png" /> </div><div style="margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="5722478711041359540.jpg" height="379" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5722478711041359540.jpg" style="background-color: transparent; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="504" /><img alt="5722478709282543738.jpg" height="377" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5722478709282543738.jpg" style="background-color: transparent; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="501" /><img alt="5722478710052949422.jpg" height="200" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5722478710052949422.jpg" style="background-color: transparent; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="494" /><img alt="5722478714774532070.jpg" height="335" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5722478714774532070.jpg" style="background-color: transparent; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="503" /></div></div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-58067130983275606502012-03-14T15:44:00.000+01:002012-03-14T15:44:01.072+01:00. .ICH RED MIR EIN, DAS GEHT VORBEI. ICH ENTSCHULDIGE MICH HIER FÜR MEIN HERZ AUS STEIN.<span style="background-color: white;"><img alt="5719486468650184484.jpg" height="332" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5719486468650184484.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="498" /></span><br style="background-color: #fffbf7; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: #fffbf7; font-family: tahoma, geneva, arial, sans-serif; font-size: xx-small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><em style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Man verliebt sich nur einmal</em>. Um diesen Stress zu vergessen, ich würde jeden Preis zahlen. Nur einmal wieder wunschlos glücklich sein. Sag, warum bloß ich? Es bleibt nur eine Tiefe Narbe; Bitch darauf trink ich<span style="font-size: xx-small; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">! - Kay One</span></span>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-57323612842591540022012-03-05T20:31:00.000+01:002012-03-05T20:31:55.851+01:00this.<div style="background-color: #fffbf7; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="34744.jpg" height="333" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/34744.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="1286220511674054.jpeg" width="500" /><span style="color: black; font-family: tahoma, geneva, arial, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="5716442482756025348.png" height="108" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5716442482756025348.png" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="487" /></span><img alt="10412366.gif" height="276" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/10412366.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="10412366.gif" width="500" /><img alt="5628.jpg" height="333" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5628.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Earth_by_afihara.jpg" width="500" /><img alt="5715752369563109592.jpg" height="159" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5715752369563109592.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRr9x9HhFcO2kqcfAgCT1I37jb7UWAhEoeAJ0Tnf2LRab1_hHSj0tRGG4uUPQpiE5Y7u9BpM-1jT50wNWP6nNMhBrcl-uu-S8jAUueTO66kgCGY2oPOU25MHPEk6d0ZutjyVx0DgIQiXA/s1600/tumblr_l35uyqJ6CV1qbcvaho1_1280.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRr9x9HhFcO2kqcfAgCT1I37jb7UWAhEoeAJ0Tnf2LRab1_hHSj0tRGG4uUPQpiE5Y7u9BpM-1jT50wNWP6nNMhBrcl-uu-S8jAUueTO66kgCGY2oPOU25MHPEk6d0ZutjyVx0DgIQiXA/s640/tumblr_l35uyqJ6CV1qbcvaho1_1280.jpg" width="472" /></a></div><div style="background-color: #fffbf7; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">I wish I would have forever.</div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-83409808789793114572012-03-04T11:40:00.000+01:002012-03-04T11:40:55.522+01:00aww-<div style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="font-family: 'andale mono', monospace, 'courier new', courier; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="background-color: white;"><img alt="5703858490514209824.gif" height="282" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5703858490514209824.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /></span><span style="border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-style: initial; height: auto; max-width: 485px;"><img alt="12338661.gif" height="324" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/12338661.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /></span></span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'andale mono', monospace, 'courier new', courier; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">'</span><span style="font-family: 'andale mono', monospace, 'courier new', courier; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">there's so many things i want to tell you, but i'm afraid of what you'll say back.'i care too much for people who don't care at all for me. </span></span><span style="font-family: 'andale mono', monospace, 'courier new', courier; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="background-color: white;">you are still terribly afraid to be hurt, your imaginary sadism shows that. so afraid to be hurt that you want to take the lead and hurt first. </span></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'andale mono', monospace, 'courier new', courier; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">hinfallen - aufstehen - krone richten -weitergehen<img alt="113.gif" height="18" src="http://a.kw.cx/live/web/smilies/113.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="22" /></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'andale mono', monospace, 'courier new', courier; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">everything that has happend will never forget!moments stay forever.</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'andale mono', monospace, 'courier new', courier; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">'i love that moment when you're on a long car ride, or listening to music, or reading and you completely zone out. you forget your troubles, and everyone around you. you're focused on that one thing, and that one thing only. you're content, and everything seems peaceful.' </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'andale mono', monospace, 'courier new', courier; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-style: initial; height: auto; max-width: 485px;"><img alt="5710855451436454404.gif" height="248" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5710855451436454404.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /></span> <span style="border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-style: initial; height: auto; max-width: 485px;"><img alt="6310863.jpg" height="24" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/6310863.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="525" /><img alt="5700920242257441308.gif" height="276" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5700920242257441308.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /><img alt="19833.gif" height="248" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/19833.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /><img alt="12131637.gif" height="239" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/12131637.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /></span> </span></div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-28770970046487351212012-03-01T16:22:00.002+01:002012-03-01T16:22:38.077+01:00Manchmal kann mich nicht so viel saufen wie man kotzen möchte =)<img alt="5714687073636613110.gif" height="761" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5714687073636613110.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="499" /><img alt="5714689115902315986.jpg" height="740" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5714689115902315986.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="494" /><br />
<span style="background-color: #fffbf7; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Immer wieder erstaunlich wie leicht man ein Herz zerfetzen kann. Man durchlebt jeden Tag einen einzigen Schmerz. Tausend Möglichkeiten. Irgendwann nurnoch eine. Man nimmt sie. Ich nehme sie. Ich treffe keine Entscheidungen. Ich versuche Menschen zu verstehen. Irgenwas richtig zu machen. Es mislingt. Ich bin am Anfang am verdammten Anfang von dem aus ich mich hochgekämpft hatte. Einfach am Rand abgerutscht und zurück in die Tiefe gestürzt. Ob ich mit einem gebrochenen Arm noch klettern kann? Ob ich es will? Ich bin versunken. So tief versunken. Versunken in mir selbst. Ich gebe mich dem süßesten aller Schmerzen hin. Ist mir egal was passiert. Es hat einfach keine Bedeutung. Funktioniere! Es will nicht. Ich schlage darauf ein, doch es geht nur noch mehr kaputt. Was kann ich schon tun, was soll ich sagen? Nichts. Ich fühl mich wie eine riesen Enttäuschung. Alles ächtzt und stönt unter uns. Wir zerstören alles. Ich zerstöre mich. Mein Beitrag ist gering doch er wird reichen. Ich wünschte mein Herz wäre tot. Ich wünschte meine Lunge bräuchte keine Luft. Ich wünschte der Schmerz wäre mein Körper. Dann würde ich ihn nichtmehr spüren. Ich frage mich, wofür all die Mühe jeden Tag? Die Belohnung wird ausbleiben für mich. Ich bin es nichtmehr. Kopfschmerz.</span>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-44373636297446308502012-02-28T21:00:00.000+01:002012-02-28T21:00:12.951+01:00Tuut. Ich bin ein schwan. Hässlich.<div style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="font-family: 'courier new', courier, 'andale mono', monospace; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="4549445.png" height="333" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/4549445.png" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /></span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'courier new', courier, 'andale mono', monospace; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">'von gefühlen getrieben, die sonst keiner hat, ist es schwierig zu lieben. </span><span style="font-family: 'courier new', courier, 'andale mono', monospace; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">das dünne eis ist auch glatt, ich kenn' diese stelle, ich war da selbst schon. du siehst deine felle, doch sie schwimmen davon. vielleicht hilft es ein bisschen, dort wo du gerade bist, zu hören und zu wissen, </span><span style="font-family: 'courier new', courier, 'andale mono', monospace; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">dass ich weiß wie es ist. ich spreche von herzen,<span style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">glaub' mir ich seh', das leid und die schmerzen. es tut weh, so weh, so weh. </span></span><span style="font-family: 'courier new', courier, 'andale mono', monospace; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">allein und verlassen vom rest dieser welt, </span><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><span style="font-family: 'courier new', courier, 'andale mono', monospace; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">beginnt man zu hassen, was die seele entstellt.'- glashaus. </span></span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'courier new', courier, 'andale mono', monospace; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="3417688.jpg" height="438" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/3417688.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; height: auto; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; max-width: 485px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /></span></div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-69258469211008717532012-02-19T12:27:00.000+01:002012-02-19T12:27:21.581+01:00Bilder sagen mehr als 1000 Worte..<img alt="135827000_full,r,470x470.jpg" src="http://ug7.kw.cx/ug/0702/7826/135827000_full,r,470x470.jpg" /> <br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">DEPRESSION.</span>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7201278942643115847.post-89733176554587887852012-02-13T21:40:00.000+01:002012-02-13T21:40:14.200+01:00tanken, tanken, tanken. Sonnenschein.<div class="rte moduleContent" style="background-color: #fffbf7; font-size: 12px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 15px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative;"><div style="color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="9865701.jpg" height="334" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/9865701.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /><img alt="8098351.jpg" height="371" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/8098351.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /><span style="color: black; font-family: arial, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="9042047.gif" height="332" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/9042047.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /></span></div><div style="color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="color: black; font-family: arial, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Tu es darling. Lass mich nicht mehr los. Hast du bereits. </span></div><div style="color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-top: 2px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><span style="color: black; font-family: arial, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="9042027.jpg" height="332" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/9042027.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Benutzerbild" width="500" /><img alt="5708577495534984632.gif" height="275" src="http://i.kw.cx/ip/5708577495534984632.gif" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #61371e; font-family: Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="Tumblr_lvmvzo0fua1qfhareo1_500_large" width="500" /></span></div></div>Noname Sensationhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10723797830926979523noreply@blogger.com2